I am so looking forward to friday as I am travelling back to Bedford. My family are lovely but I have once again had enough. The only day I get to...
I’m a little bit in love.
As most of you know, I have really bad paranoia issues, and to be frank, I don’t know how my boyfriend puts up with me!
Yet he does. Day in, day out.
The other day, he could tell I wasn’t myself. Here’s a snippet of the conversation we had:
“Dan: You are so amazing <3
Me: really? It means so much when you say things like that because my paranoia can be so horrific :( I get these visions of you sat with Laura just laughing at me. ;( I know it’s stupid. It’s not just Laura I see though, it’s everyone. Jack, Adam, Sarah. I’ve upset myself now :(
Dan: If you want me to, I’ll walk round Blackpool next week without ever letting go of your hand introducing you to every person I meet as “my wonderful, amazing girlfriend who I love an incredible amount and won’t ever let go of”
Me: I don’t even know why I’m crying now, but I look a right mess! xD
Dan: You’d still be beautiful to me :)”
Seriously; my boyfriend is my world. :) <3
Today is August 5th.
Next Sunday is August 12th.
The Following Sunday is August 19th!
I’ll be with my boyfriend.
I’ve not seen him for 2 months and 2 days.
Ok, we weren’t together then but still, he was my best friend. We’ve been back together for just over a month and I look back now and wonder how I didn’t realise I still loved him.
Thankfully, Jack- the ex, has no hard feelings about Dan and I and we’ve managed to maintain an amazing friendship. :D
But yeah… This time in exactly 2 weeks, I will be at Nottingham train station, waiting for a train to Manchester Metropolitan station! :D I cannot wait. The excitement is amazing. :D
I told him that he needed to find some cute things to say to me and he replied with this:
“Like you’re my everything. Who I think about when I go to sleep. Who I think about when I’m dreaming. Who I think about when I wake up. Who I think about all the time tbh. Who I want by my side all the time. You are my one and only. <3”
The most adorable boyfriend ever ever ever, despite the fact that “I am the One and Only” is currently running through my head! :’)
We discussed marriage earlier… not as in us getting married, not in the near future anyway but I was amazed at how natural it felt.
I think it’s safe to say, I’m well and truly in love. ♥